Saturday, September 05, 2009
today is Saturday. a training day for the archers.
well, for a leisure shooter like me went down to shoot as well.
it seems that i am disturbing them training. haa
couldn't laugh it out.
sometimes i could not help but to feel that i am the odd one out.
despite some fights between me and some juniors.
maybe, the gap would be there as i only spent half of Saturday with them.
its natural to feel this way, i thought to myself.
persuading that this is just temporary. and it might or might not continue to be.
not wanting to think too much about it anymore.
cause it will just demoralized me further.
my shooting today was worse than the first time that I used Yi Jing 32 pound bow in indoors.
i shoot terribly.
First, i could not activate my back muscle to pull, which cause me to tire much sooner.
Second, my right elbow dropped as soon as i released.
Third, i cant seem to concentrate thus missing 1 arrows.
it was back to the mood when i cant shoot well 2 years ago.
terribly, i lost the confidence to continue, but i know i cant run away like i did before.
i had to face it. i will bring back my confidence to shoot the next next Sat.
had to celebrate Ji Yuan birthday next Sat. ((:
something to look forward to. as he himself is so excited about it.
went to attend a pri sch friend 21st birthday party. Yee Ling's birthday.
many people. really. people who don't know me and i don't know them. haas.
i was sooooo bored that i started to mass sms. but sadly, none of them were free to entertain me.
then i tried to entertain myself, walking around the blocks, cause i can't stay under the block.
it is a "sauna", I'm sweating, and my face is red. my friend said that i was drunk.
thanks man!
then people who attend the party, had this
i am still wearing it. haas. ((:
dad fetched me home, and here am i, blogging away.
enough of today matters.
i needa stop thinking for all the things. clear my mind.
think of nothing. otherwise, i would feel that my mind would explode.
To be your friend was all i wanted. To be your lover was all I ever dreamed.
bring me smile.10:18 PM
simple minded.