Tuesday, October 14, 2008
these few days i had been troubling myself with weird questions.
perhaps i am a weird person myself.
always find myself trouble.
fyp. its something everyone that will go through in tertiary school.
just have to bear everything and enjoy the outcome.
no matter if its good or bad.
at least we tried our best.
this is what i always say.
"at least we tried our best"
sounds stupid or dumb. but i think its true.
what else can i say to comfort myself?
maybe i should look at another view.
just work hard for now, so that i would not to comforting myself and yet congratulating myself!!
yes! i should think that way!! no regrets would be made then!
today is just a headache.
went to DHL early in the morning. sun is scorching.
and i am damn tired! rest my eyes on the bus.
explored the places. it was blasting cold!
then went back to school to do the ppt.
edmund chan PMS! god! mood swings!
long 3rd meeting. =((
just to earn that damn grade.
and surprisely my team got 2nd for the vote thingy.
people changed.
changed from ever best friends to just a hi-bye friend.
isnt it just pathetic?
and worst of all, i am the one who caused this result.
regrets?
frankly, yes.
was not in the right mind to think then. but whatever it is.
result had been made. nothing could be done.
i actually had plans to go back to Archery.
but things had been stopping me.
maybe the once familiar scenes or faces or things are now the most unfamiliar things to me now.
lack of courage. no face to see.
haas. dint imagine that i would be in such situation.
nevermind.
i will be moving house, friends!!
i will not be late!!! anymore!!
but cant go interchange meet the rest. =/
pros and cons. choose one!
and one sad news!
everyone is going to Thailand except for ME!!!!
they are going on the 22nd Nov. i had test on 24th Nov.
sad life for me. =(((
somethings are better left unsaid.
bring me smile.9:46 PM
simple minded.