Sunday, September 20, 2009
sunday.
home alone.
dint really wanna go out.
jio-ed to dbl 0 tonight. but stomach not feeling well.
so gotta skip this time.
theres no work tmr. felt free.
so feel like going out somewhere. maybe alone?
BUT! its a public holiday. sure many people!
so i guess forget it.
im just plain lazy.
once again, i thought about my own life.
always thinking and frustrating what i want to do in the future.
although i am holding a job that last me until Dec.
it is either i would extend my job contract with my boss or i find another job related to my dip. or i am going to study.
but after the talk i had last night, really should put studies behind for awhile.
need to plan what i want to study and save up the money for studies on my own.
so i had 2 choices right now.
continue my work as a student care teacher or find a logistics related job.
which i think dont quite suit a slow person like me. ):
now i find my dip is useless for me. cant stand my life.
but life gotta move on. so when i study in 3 yrs time, i am gonna put my best effort in it.
not going to regret it again.
actually i am quite contented with my life right now.
people around me are happy. and they are healthy and fine!
but i just quite empty.
was told that someone is cycling slowly and swimming slowly towards me.
lols! but i guess that person might die during those obstacles.
forget this part of my life. dont want to care about it.
just thinking wont help any of me. it would only depresses me.
so LET GO, ANGELYNN! ((:
smile alrights?
lets move on!! (:
JIA YOU!
When one door of happiness closes, another opens, but often we took so long at the closed door that we do not see the one that has been opened up for us.P.s. i love that quote. ((:
bring me smile.3:58 PM
simple minded.