Thursday, November 27, 2008
im feeling a little empty right now.
just like i finished a page, and starting off with a new piece of paper.
and a new month is coming.
a little of the few updates.
we celebrated chu birthday at Mirama Hotel.
in a super-like jap restaurant.
atmosphere is nice, just that there is another group over there.
spoil our fun. =X
and i could say i overspent this month.
super overspent. =(
wanted to save $50 this month. but ended up spending it.
i bought a bag. nice bag that i wished for. =))
and.........i was alone for 4 days.
home alone.
not as scary as i thought. it just like making me getting used to being alone.
now that i dont like speaking anymore. unless people speak to me.
and i dont like that. cause it doesnt feel like its me anymore.
i should speak up. =O
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh............
=X
having some attitude problems these few days.
due to unknown reasons.
beware! said angelynn.
bring me smile.11:25 PM
Thursday, November 20, 2008
nice day to post an entry.
shall keep it short.
dont want to see a long entry. =S
class atmosphere tense after debating. (sort of)
tired. and sleepy too.
life aint easy.
sometimes i when i go into deep thoughts.
i never thought that i am actually growing.
days passed and im getting older.
and then i think, what happens when i die?
float? go to hell?
but im sure of one thing. i wont be going to heaven if there is one.
i did too much wrong thing. in my perspective. in my life.
i wronged people. i shove people away from me.
i dont understand them. or rather i dont let them understand.
keeping myself in a cupboard. locked up. threw the key away.
just like what my friend said.
just keep it that way. angelynn said.
bring me smile.3:40 PM
Monday, November 03, 2008
its getting late at night.
not asleep yet. at my house right now.
making a step back for my bro.
cause his wife sis is staying with them for the night.
so i sacrifice my bed lor. plus my 1 hour more of rest.
but i guess one day only. wont matter much.
i guess i just scared my presence will cause inconvenience.
why? cause i heard his wife quarrel with him over something.
=(( so sad. i cried whole night. unable to sleep.
woke up at 6 and left the house to go back to bedok.
msged brother and asked what happened.
but found out, it could be a misunderstanding.
so, im alright!! =))
still feel a bit awkward.
but still family.
nothing much to say wors recently.
just slack, and frustrating about my report.
dont know what to include in it.
the gary like not applying the plans to his shop.
and make us unable to carry on.
if this goes on, our final presentation gone case lerh.
bring me smile.1:29 AM
simple minded.