Friday, October 24, 2008
tell me that i am wrong.
i am bitching around again.
tell me that i am not jealous.
that i am not envious.
that i am not insecure once more.
sounds stupid but in fact it isn't to me.
telling the truth,
i am jealous then.
everyone just crowds around you.
i mean everyone that i knows does that.
you are just so popular, u dint realize that though.
forget it.
keep it to myself then.
as a matter of fact, i dont know what i am doing now.
feeling upset, angry or what so ever.
anyone would want someone to pay attention to him/her.
at least one. not being a greedy person that is.
who would be that one?
these just hits me back to the place that i was once in.
tell me friends are trustworthy.
and they are not those people who just did hypocrite stuff.
i was left with scars.
nobody wanted that to happen again.
neither the person who hurt me. thats what i believe.
thats just the world.
i was slapped in the face today. (analogy)
when i suddenly got pissed off.
no reason for it i guess.
just being stupid for a moment i think that is.
sorry for what i had done.
things i thought that would be a big matter is actually a small matter to other people.
so this is what i had learnt.
NEVER ever put myself into their shoes.
and think for them.
cause it would never turn out the same as what i had thought.
this is one way that i could prevent myself from doing the stupid thing again.
and getting pissed with myself.
everythings over. end of story. the END.
having friends hurt, having no friends hurt too.
what should i do? i am lost again.
bring me smile.7:59 PM
simple minded.